Friday, July 17, 2009

Mmmm now the sequel, where do I want to take a reader? More verbiage on a life surrounded by joy and pain? Why are these type of stories stories the norm? And in a theme that I will become known--I will attempt to answer the questions that I ask. I am a firm believer that whenever (we) humans ask a question; we already have some form of the answer and my answer is: Humanity which gives away to inhumanity.
That's where I'll try to take readers of my third book. A poll of my most ardent readers reveal that they are not interested in simple short stories and telling poetry but alas just as I put forth the unveiling of my secret thoughts with apprehension (and the feedback has given credence to my indecision--so be it!) I will once again bring my thoughts from the heart. Both follow up books were tentatively named and will be renamed by the end of the story -- and away I go!

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Friday, July 3, 2009

Life's Joy and Pain






Trust


I have been lead astray by many people that I allowed myself to love and trust . I refuse to take responsibility for the behavior executed by my objects of my affection. I will not feel guilty about any of my past transgressions and I am working diligently on the needed tools to repair whatever can be repair so that I can forgive (truly) those who have transgressed against me . This blog is starting to sound like Me & I-- like a narcissistic, paranoid angry person and before I begin to get out of the realm of I & Me! It must be understood that what I am trying to impart on anyone that may pass by and actually read this blog is: I am not writing this blog on a pity wagon--I am simply serving up a heaping spoon filled with medicine for what ache; yes this medicine can work on broken hearts and minds too!
Getting pass the hurt when you are forced to because of committment and because someone that you loved and cared for is dangling in a scary realm of the unknown--battling the "Terrorist" that has invaded your enemy/partner/love body. You watch the best of this person come out in this battle but then you begin to lose yourself again--the mind may wander
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